Love, yes ? no ?

Life has its ups and downs. I'm at the period where i'm at the cross roads again and not sure which direction i should take. It's coming to a year since i moved to SG for work. It has been an interesting year as met quite a number of new friends. The whole new environment changed my perception about life. No doubt, I'm very much occupied with work, family and social life but there are times where i'm confused what i should do. There are a few friends whom had inspired me in a lot of ways.....I do admire their hardwork and determination to achieve something in life. I'm working towards that direction - i want my own crib and not to say a lifetime companion who can go through thick and thin together. My life isn't complete without a lovelife.

Oh well, being single is fun but after being single for almost 2 years....it can be quite sad and demotivated. I have used to my singlehood....i have lots of freedom in doing whatever i feel like doing. I love to share my happiness with all my loved ones. I'm happy for those who have found love. My past relationships have made me set high expectations on the next person i want to be with. I would say.....this person is a perfectionist and it will be a challenge to even meet this type of guy. If i'm destined to be single forever, i just have to live with it. Another 1.5 months to go to say bye bye to 2009 and hello 2010! I'm looking forward to another exciting year and there will be a lot of important decisions to make and also have to get the ball rolling......need to plan something about my future. haven't thought how challenge this coming year will be but definitely can get through it well.

Fon