Time flies....it's entering to my 5th month in Singapore. Things have been moving fast and I'm picking up my work pretty well now. But i have set rather high expectation on myself so I still feel that I'm not performing at the very best level yet. Anyway, there're way too many things to learn in life. Just too many which i doubt i can finish learning.
I'm still learning to accept the fact that I'm single. Been dumped and left broken hearted. I'm still picking up the broken pieces of my heart and trying to put them back together. Whatever need to be said has been said and whatever need to be done has been done. There is no turning back but to look forward to grab every opportunity that i have to be happy. On the surface, i look happy and positive but deep down inside me, there are still lots of grieves and sore. Why am i torturing myself for someone who is not even worth it ? no one to blame but myself for getting involved with someone who messed up my entire life. No doubt I'm stronger now not to let anyone mess up my life again but it is not enough. It makes me even more angry that he can actually tell me that he is tired of fighting with his current gf and now want to hold back the trigger. what a coward ! he lost my respect.
I feel that having this blog is stupid....on and on i'm talking about the same old issue. I should get rid of this blog.
Fon
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