I'm back

I didn't blog for the past 1 month plus as there were so many things happened. After i got back from Deloitte treasure hunt trip. I got the offer from Singapore office and i resigned upon receipt of the official letter from SG. I will be leaving to SG for work this sat....phew.....time flies.

Somehow what i had hoped for turned out to be true and most exciting part is that I will be in SG for x'mas for the very first time. woohoo...can't wait !! Since the news of my resignation was announced to my fellow colleagues, they have been so sweet to organize all sorts of activities on weekly basis just to spend the last few weeks with me before i move to SG. I have been attending farewell lunches and dinners with friends. It was tiring but i really enjoy every single moment with my close friends. It clearly shows that I'm rather important in my friends' eyes though we seldom meet or even chat due to individual commitments. I treasure all my friends out there very very much :).

Li-Ann and Jon's wedding was over. It was nice to get together with everyone and manage to make new friends before i leave. G was there as well. Somehow things were different since i last met or spoke to him. He still looks the same but we do not talk much anymore. All i can say is that he is trying to avoid me as much as possible. It is sad, isn't it? Anyway, i could understand especially when he is currently attached. I can still sense guilt in him for letting me go and isn't that happy as he used to be. The best part is that i did not expect that i still miss him a lot. It's not that i miss him because i still love him but i still care and concern a lot about him. I still want to make sure that he is doing well and happy with his current life. Whatever it is, I noted the reason why we do have anything to talk about. I just hope you could be happy for yourself but not for someone else. Take care G ! i wish i could watch over you but i have to let go for my own happiness.

After watching the movie, Twilight, I'm reading the book now as I so in love with the story line and the characters featured in Twilight. I hope i finish the book before i get busy with my new job in SG. Seriously, I'm going over to SG without any expectations. I do not dare to think what's going to happen next but just go with a flow. I may not know where i will end up later. Probably, i will move back to Malaysia in less than a year...hahah....To be truthful, I have to leave Malaysia as it leaves me too many memories about me and G. In some ways, i'm still holding on to him. I wonder whether he knows how lucky he is to have someone out there watching over him all the time.

Fon