I appear to be strong and firm but inside me is vulnerable and weak. Well, my heart still hurts but it will go away eventually. Last night I played badminton with my colleagues at Cobra Club, PJ. It was a good game especially i trashed all of them...haha....i felt bad but somehow i was so much better after the game. I headed straight to One U after the game to meet June as she wanted to shop for her mum's bday pressies. On the other hand, i was assigned to get farewell gifts for CY who will be leaving to UK for her MBA. It was a good shopping as i managed to buy what i wanted within everyone's budget. Hope CY will like it :) ! Looking forward to tomorrow's potluck party at Raz's place in Bukit Jalil. It's going to be fun to catch up with the rest of my ex- uni mates. yay !!!
I confronted him last night to tell him how i felt after the trip. He didn't appear to care much about it. Well, i felt better to let him know exactly how hurt i was and expected to lose him as a friend too. Sigh...within a short period, i just lost someone whom i care about a lot. There is nothing i could do and can be done as he needs to sort out his issues. Otherwise, both of us are heading no where and will end up feeling guilty and sorry for each other. No matter what, my journey to pursue my career in SG will not end here as it is something i want to achieve before i regret later.
It has been a busy week and i foresee more to come. Everyone is chasing me left and right to get the work done. It was crappy especially my relationship problem hit me at the same time. i seriously need to sit down calmly and sort it out one by one. It is countless and madness !! Arrghhhh.....my drive is gone each time i look at my workplace....files are everywhere and working papers / folders are pilling up (both completed and WIP). haha...life working in Big 4 !!! Sad but true :p i'm well known to have good memory but it's deterioting each day....arrrghhh...this is really GONE MAD.
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