When will my tears run dry ?

I slipped and fell when i was on my way to work on Monday morning after I parked my car. I did try to balance up but failed. Worst still, a guy on my opposite direction saw me fell down. Darn embarrassing ! Luckily he was just a stranger so it wasn't so bad afterall. There was a small cut but didn't realise the pain until today. After a few rubs, there is a huge blue black near my left ankle. I just applied some cream to ease the pain. I'm such a clumsy person...well i would say i wasn't concentrate when i was walking.

Today I went out with Jody for a dinner followed by movie "Ironman". It has been so long that I last met Jody. I had a pleasant time catching up with each other plus the movie was good. The story was based on a comic and with my fav actress Gwyneth Paltrow in there. It's all good =). Worth watching. Now i feel bad as today's dinner and movie was on Jody. The next one will be my turn ya, Jody :D.

There were some sad scenes in the movie. The saddest scene was when an Afghan terrorist tried to separate a father and son. He pointed a rifle towards the father while the son was watching. I almost burst into tears. I can imagine all these scenes during war. It reminded me a lot when i visited a war museum in Vietnam. It was all about the war between Americans and Vietnamese. So many pictures were displayed about the civilians being tortured and poisoned....it was indeed depressing. By looking at those pics, i feel very lucky to have lived here rather than going through such pain and cruelty. Thanks God !

When I was driving home after the movie, all of sudden, i got so emotional and my tears rolled down slowly. Well, i was haunted by the past all over again so I could not hold back my tears. I told myself that I will not cry over him anymore but I did. Just can't help it sometimes as memories do flash back from time to time. I cherish the sweet memories but somehow it makes me cry even more. Hope it will be the last one for him especially. Sigh....

Fon