I can feel the coldness between me and him. Well, it's also too late for me to make him feel bad after what he has done to me since i have not been listening to ppl around me. I should have stopped and drawn the line.....just hate myself as i'm such a softie. I feel bad easily and i dislike the feeling of hating one another so i always end up giving in. But the truth is I'm still very much in love with him. He will be forever hold a special place in my heart although he may be very cruel to me at one point but I know very well that he didn't mean to hurt me that way but it is for my own good. In fact, i do believe one thing - Love someone doesn't mean you have to be with him/her but seeing him/her happy is good enough.
The phrases below are so true.....It's sad but very true.
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "Maybe we should just be friends" or "How very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love." - Neil Gaiman
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