Drive ?

It has been a slow week. I feel so unproductive at work lately. Yes, I admit that not many clients disturb me recently and most of my portfolios are all under controlled. That's why I've been quite "free" lately and i have been doing a lot of reading so just to keep myself occupied and updated about things happening around me.

Yesterday, I spent my night at Bangsar. It used to be a happening place but nowadays it is not anymore since there are so many pubs and restaurants opened in Klang Valley. The young people tend to look for new excitement at new hang out spots. It was an ad hoc thing when ming yenn told me that she has no plans for dinner. So we planned to have dinner and asked Jeff to join us. Since I had appointment with June to meet her at Social with her friends. So we headed to bangsar for dinner. I fetched Jeff from Subang since I went home to change after work. When we reached bangsar, it was about 8:45pm. I was lucky to get a parking nearby The Social.

Jeff decided to have steak so we headed to outback steakhouse for dinner after meeting up with ming yeen at bangsar village. He ordered his sirloin steak and I had seafood. Ming yenn had salad and soup. It was a good meal overall and we also enjoyed 20% discount for HSBC credit card. We also chatted a lot - basically we just updated ourselves and some thoughts that striked us on what we want to do. Ming yenn and I do have the thoughts to work overseas. Frankly speaking, I'm with my current company for 3 years 2 months now. well, it's really a comfort zone. nothing i can ask for when i have great bosses and management is treating us well. but there's something in me that tells me i have to try to move on since i can still do it. Sometimes, i think that my job is so routined and no longer have any challenges. Actually there are challenges but i can't seem to see it. Do i really need a change of environment? i think i need it....sigh....so many happened in the span of 4 months.....my job....my love life....my family and everything !!! I know there are opportunities out there and have yet to see it coming. It's quite depressing when i keep thinking about it. Quarter life crisis ?

Since ming yenn needs to fetch TAC last night so we left outback about 11:15pm. I headed to The Social to meet up with June and friends. It was crowded as usual but all of us didn't seem to have mood. We didn't talk much but just sat and enjoyed the drinks and songs. June's guy friend cracked some jokes and had a good laugh though. After that, Lilian's friend messaged her so we went over to TSB to say hi. Well, i was not very keen since i was getting sleepy. Since all of us are girls so i tagged to accompany them. Lilian's friend is a foreigner, Matt and he was with two other friends chilling with JD and coke. I think we were there for about 15 mins before we headed home. I wasn't feeling comfortable as they are strangers to me and somehow they gave me the impression that they are just looking for excitement in girls.

When I reached home, it was about 2:30 am. Finally when i hit the bed, it was 3:30am ! what a night and i did drop a msg to a friend but only the next day he replied that he remembered reading my sms but he could not find it anymore. Sigh....I'm speechless.

Fon